Jan 29, 2007
the KinG proclaimed at 11:39 PM
All's well , Ends well
God had never promised us an easy life.Life is sweet, beautiful, fun and entertaining!That's what some of you think.As for others, life's tough, full of challenges, complicated, dumb and confusing!
As for me it's a mixture of both depending on the situation, my emotion, the surroundings and my mood.Eighteen years of life - I've been through many kinds of situation that most eighteen year old might not even imagined before or maybe a thirty year old had not been through before.
That was my "introduction".haha.By the way, check out my article on "Suffering for Christ" in the 21st January 07' PJCOC's bulletin or contact me=)."Suffering for Christ" is one of my personal favourite not because I wrote it but it helps strengthen faith!Trust me.
Stephanie wrote about friends, our gang/group of friends the other day in her blog.It's a wonderful idea! I'll consider writing that one day.As for today, i'll just focus on her but before that, Thank You Stephy for everything you wrote about me!!! Appreciate it alot=).
As she said in her blog, it's complicated.Our relationship that is.Due to privacy concerns, i won't spill everything out.Too bad! I've known her for four long years not including this year.Somehow thanks to our wonderful form teacher who seated us together.Side by side.Third row from the front, on the right, the first two seats(Yes, I do remember) and it was 'Puisi Buat Mama' that made you my "mother".I know it sounds dumb to some of you but the fact is, it's not! It's the start of our wonderful friendship or relationship I should call it since she's my mummy.That mother and son kind of relationship lasted for more than a year.
After that, we were friends.Real friends.Close friends.Really close friends! She'd tell me everythin that revolves around her life EXCEPT one.She missed out ONE! That didn't bother me much though except the "subject".=P
We just got closer and closer every second.Inseparable MIGHT be the right word though we were in different classes.It makes no difference because between every period, while waiting for the next teacher, I'll go next door to see her.To chat with her.the only thing between us was the window.Somehow we prefer to chat that way even when there's no teacher in her class.Yea, it sounds romantic right? sounds like something that only couples will do? We did it and we enjoyed it.Erm...I mean I enjoyed it=).Those were the days.
Sometime later, we started calling each other names.What names you asked? I'm not gonna write it here! Basically it's cute and couple kind of names.Just to make things clear - we weren't a couple and we were both sixteen then.
At the end of the year(2005), I became an intern in Payap Christian Zone(Chiangmai, Thailand) for a month.Who did I missed the most? Yup, you've guessed it.Since MSN Messenger and e-mail is our only communication source, everytime I came online and didn't see her, I'll message one of my friend online to inform her that I'm online.Then she'll come chat with me.
After a month of internship in Chiangmai, I came back home and SUPRISE!!! My sister planned a suprise birthday party for me and she came, seeing me in my "funky" shorts and T.Don't bother about that.It was just delightful to see her at the party.With her new hairstyle and somehow it seemed like a new her, we brought our relationship to a new height.Yes, I do felt that way.
Things started to get complicated.To others not to us.We were in our own world of friendship/relationship.Complication leads to confusion.We were SO close that others thought we were couple.We were fooling people that we were couple just for the fun of it especially when she got flowers for Valentine's which wasn't from me but we said it is.hahaha.That was fun!
Well, good things doesn't last forever as some said.I guess it is true.My worst nightmare.Things went downhill from there.From the Highest Heaven to the Lowest Hell! We were completely not close at all.When things got better a little, something bad will take its place.Its just ups and downs.More downs, less ups! I was so sad, downcast, broken, etc.Nothing could heal me.I seriously mean NOTHING! I tried praying to God, be patient as some said.It doesn't work.Sometimes it seems like I think too much and I gotta think it through properly and act wisely.It isn't! It's just reality.Reality is harsh!
Bla Bla Bla...-Long story made short due to the fact that it's already 1++ am, yup I wrote it from 11+pm ...
Finally, she wanted to put everything back together again and so do I.I believe it'll work out well, maybe even better than last time if we try.
May God lead us from here and keep us together always!.So, there you go -- All's Well, Ends Well!!
