Feb 4, 2007
the KinG proclaimed at 10:12 PM
Broken!
Have you ever felt that you never belong in wherever you are today? An extra piece of puzzle that's in the box for nothing at all? A piece of fish in a chicken curry?
That's not true! I've never got an extra piece of puzzle in the box.I got less a piece. I've never seen a fish in chicken curry.My point is, God has a plan for each and everyone of us.We're here for a reason.Whatever the reason, we might not know but we might have achieved it in one way or another through our daily life.We might be someone's missing piece of puzzle.
Personally though, I do feel like I don't belong.I MAY have played my part in someone's life but does it matter? Does anyone care? I do feel good helping people.I do feel good being a missing
piece of puzzle.I do feel good helping to solve problem.It has always been my pleasure to do so but all good things ALWAYS come to an end.Along the way I lost something I cherish most.It is now a broken glass.It can never be fix! That's what you said.Something pierce through my heart once you said it.P'Paeng, you've said it too.A broken glass can never be fix at any cost.I insisted on using glue."It'll never be the same", you said.I finally understood, I do! As stubborn as a bull I am, I really did understood what you thought of a broken glass. What I thought of it? BROKEN describes my heart.I did I did...I've tried and tried again.Just like a broken glass, it can never be fix again. I went up and down, looked left and right for that special something to fix my broken heart.It didn't worked and never will...ever again! 
"What broke my heart?" you've asked.It's complicated.Nobody knows how I feel deep down in my heart.Nobody! Nobody but You.Nobody but You Lord! I know, yes, I know...some things are meant to be left behind.Far behind.Never to be remembered again! Always look forward for a brighter future.Take one step at a time.Take a step forward and leave it behind. How could I Lord? She's the one I cherish most! She's my missing piece of puzzle! I kept her close to me always by keeping her in my heart.I'll always try my best to be there for her when she needed me but I guess she doesn't need me anymore.I'm exaggerating? Just how much the difference is? I really don't know...
From top of the list to the bottom.From 'bestest' to just plain normal.From flames to dust.From a player of Manchester United FC to a player of Jagabo FC("What team is that?" you've asked? That's my point!). Maybe I don't even exist as who I used to be anymore.
This seemed to be some kind of bad memories to some of you but it'll always be part of me.It has been something that I'll have to live with, something that'll I'll have to grow with.It makes me the person that I am today and the person that I will be in the future.
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"Merciful Father...I do want to be more like my Saviour Jesus Christ! Always looking at things in a positive way.Casting all his troubles away.Not worrying about tomorrow just like the birds of the air and the grass of the field.Here I am Lord, pouring out my heart to You but Lord, I can't deny the fact that I can't leave all this behind.Thank You Lord for being there for me, comforting me when I need You most.Keep everyone safe and healthy, happy and grateful always Lord! Amen."
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piece of puzzle.I do feel good helping to solve problem.It has always been my pleasure to do so but all good things ALWAYS come to an end.Along the way I lost something I cherish most.It is now a broken glass.It can never be fix! That's what you said.Something pierce through my heart once you said it.P'Paeng, you've said it too.A broken glass can never be fix at any cost.I insisted on using glue."It'll never be the same", you said.I finally understood, I do! As stubborn as a bull I am, I really did understood what you thought of a broken glass. What I thought of it? BROKEN describes my heart.I did I did...I've tried and tried again.Just like a broken glass, it can never be fix again. I went up and down, looked left and right for that special something to fix my broken heart.It didn't worked and never will...ever again! 
"What broke my heart?" you've asked.It's complicated.Nobody knows how I feel deep down in my heart.Nobody! Nobody but You.Nobody but You Lord! I know, yes, I know...some things are meant to be left behind.Far behind.Never to be remembered again! Always look forward for a brighter future.Take one step at a time.Take a step forward and leave it behind. How could I Lord? She's the one I cherish most! She's my missing piece of puzzle! I kept her close to me always by keeping her in my heart.I'll always try my best to be there for her when she needed me but I guess she doesn't need me anymore.I'm exaggerating? Just how much the difference is? I really don't know...