once a grumpy lil kid throws his tantrum at about anyone who just gets at his nerves . he cares not if you're big or small . fat or thin . chinese or indian . man . woman probably killed his soul only to deserve such fate
that is the basic cycle of his life
however that grumpy little kid grown up determined to change . tantrum weren't supposed to be thrown whenever possible . day after day he learned to held it in . love thy enemy . well . he didn't exactly do that but changes were taking it's place as far as he knows . he knows blowing into the faces of others ain't gonna solve anything at all . but a person with such determination has a limit of its own too . many made fun at the limit . they never understood him
this kid has his dream . he knows what he wants to achieve in the future . he knows it will happen someday . his work is less but his thinking never stops flowing . he has included his loved ones in his plans . he wanted his loved ones to share his joy and wanted no one to be left behind
making changes step by step , he tried holding the burden of others in whichever way he could . by sharing the sorrow of others . by listening to their side of the story . by lending his shoulder to the ones who needs them . being there for them . by just being the person others want him to be
he never knew how long or how much he could hold but he knew he has to
literally speaking he was immune to sacrifices . it was so often he felt numb . he didn't know if he should accept any form of appreciation . he didn't expect any . though sometimes he needed one , he felt like he was left to rot . well again . maybe that's just how life is
on a typical day of his . he was playing a game . it was a game of strategy and planning . halfway into it , he screwed up the gameplay . the strategy was all wrong . and it strucked him hard that it is the same with his life . what he did in the past isn't the best for the present . he messed up somewhere .
that game though , has a "Go on Holiday" mode . it will eventually go into autoplay . life isn't that great though . it is reality
this story is of so much complication it couldn't even justify anything . life will still go on the way it is . only that kid knows his true feelings and self believe that life is changing for him