once a grumpy lil kid throws his tantrum at about anyone who just gets at his nerves . he cares not if you're big or small . fat or thin . chinese or indian . man . woman probably killed his soul only to deserve such fate
that is the basic cycle of his life

however that grumpy little kid grown up determined to change . tantrum weren't supposed to be thrown whenever possible . day after day he learned to held it in . love thy enemy . well . he didn't exactly do that but changes were taking it's place as far as he knows . he knows blowing into the faces of others ain't gonna solve anything at all . but a person with such determination has a limit of its own too . many made fun at the limit . they never understood him

this kid has his dream . he knows what he wants to achieve in the future . he knows it will happen someday . his work is less but his thinking never stops flowing . he has included his loved ones in his plans . he wanted his loved ones to share his joy and wanted no one to be left behind


literally speaking he was immune to sacrifices . it was so often he felt numb . he didn't know if he should accept any form of appreciation . he didn't expect any . though sometimes he needed one , he felt like he was left to rot . well again . maybe that's just how life is

on a typical day of his . he was playing a game . it was a game of strategy and planning . halfway into it , he screwed up the gameplay . the strategy was all wrong . and it strucked him hard that it is the same with his life . what he did in the past isn't the best for the present . he messed up somewhere .
that game though , has a "Go on Holiday" mode . it will eventually go into autoplay . life isn't that great though . it is reality






this story is of so much complication it couldn't even justify anything . life will still go on the way it is . only that kid knows his true feelings and self believe that life is changing for him

Only God knows his lonely soul